the Rollercoaster continues!!

There are times in your life, when you are so blessed that you forget that there are low points in life. When you are up, you are doing great and everything is going your way. When the lows come, it hits you hard! I am learning the hard way to ride this rollercoaster of life as a single woman and mother. And let me just say it is tough. I have been very blessed, more than I deserve to be, or ever thought I could be, but have forgotten about the important things in life. After the sell of the house, everything was going well, but like all things money runs low and it all gets tight! I am now working three jobs to make ends meet for me and the girls, and I am not gonna lie, I am worn out. We are in a major low, and I was reminded today that it could always be worse. But where am I looking to find comfort? I am looking to my friends and family of course, but have noticed that recently I have taken my focus off of God!

I am just like everyone before me, I am on the same path as many, but I am still looking down!! I have many theme songs in life and right now the one that sums it up the most is the one that brings my life into focus as soon as it starts playing!!


I will not be Moved!

I have been a wayward child
I have acted out
I have questioned sovreignty
and had my share of doubts

And though sometimes
my prayers feel like they're
bouncin off the sky
the hand that holds I won't let go
and here's the reason why

I will stumble, i will fall down
But I will not be moved
I will make mistakes, I will face Heartaches
But I will not be Moved

On c]Christ the solid Rock I stand
all other ground is sinking sand
I will not be moved

Bitterness has plagued my heart
many times before
My life has been a broken glass
and I have kept the score
of all the shattered dreams
and though it seemed
that I was far too gone
My brokenness helped me to see
It's GRACE I'm standing on

I will stumble, I will fall down
But I will not be moved
I will make mistakes
I will face heartache
But I will not be moved

On Christ the solid ROCK I stand
all other ground is sinking sand
I will not be moved

And the chaos in my life
has been a badge of war
and though I have been torn
I willnot be moved

I will not be moved
I will make mistakes
I will face heartaches
but I will not be moved

On Christ the solid ROck i stand
all other ground is sinking sand
I will not be moved



This is the my life right now summed up into a powerful song!! I love it, it is by Natalie Grant!!